Sentimental

I am a sentimental sucker. At the moment I am listening to Eva Cassidy singing "time after time" - a song that drives me madly sentimental. Every time I hear it - if I am in the mood - I start crying. Then I'm always thinking of a lot of different memories, and feeling extremely sentimental. Sometimes it seems like all my experiences and memories get a certain sentimental glow after a year or so, but if the experience was very special, a few months will be enough. This time I am thinking of when I was in New York this spring... And feeling the blues. I miss it like hell. Being there with one of my best friends, having a blast. Memories like that are killing me! I love them, but they kill me. When I get in this mood, everything in the present time seems so pale... I hate it, but I cant help it.